This is probabaly way out of place in this thread, but after reading her posts, and those of her bodybuilding friends, I see an incredible mental similarity between her bodybuilding pitfalls, and what a lot of artists, including myself go through from time to time. It's almost as if the only thing different is the outlet this "muse", for lack of a better way to describe it, is expressed.
"Everything I write sucks, why do I freaking bother"?
Yeah I've had those. And unfortunately those can't be helped by others. As much as we'd love to help Cindy, if that IS what she's going through, it's impossible to help her. It's a purely personal deal when that happens. At least it is to me and my writer-friends. (And not for lack of trying to help/get help of course).
