Hello, my introduction.

Hello, I have been lurking on this site for about the last 5-6 months and finally got the nerve to register tonight.

A bit about me, my name is Sarah, I live in the midwest and I am currently attending college right now.  I have always had a facination with muscle and bodybuilding since I was about 10 years old when I saw my first bodybuilding competition on television.  I was just impressed with what I saw.  For some reason, I really liked the look of muscle on both men and women.

I have never told anybody of this desire or interest that I have for fear of what people would think of me, especially my family.

For some reason, I think that muscle is very sexy and I have always fantasized about being and becoming muscular.  I love the thought of having big rippling beefy muscle on my body that just stretches my clothing to the breaking point.  I have never told anybody of this desire until now.  I Guess this is my coming out letter to the world.  I have had a hard time keeping it inside of me all these years.

I do go to the gym, but mainly just for cardio/machines and to stay trim and fit, nothing overboard, but everytime I go there, I look at the free weights and just want to head over there and start lifting them.  I am afraid of what my family would think if I started bodybuilding.  I guess this is because it is not a normal thing for a woman to pursue.

I have enjoyed reading the stories that many of you post here and the stories on the valkyrie website.  Maybe one of these days I can overcome my fear and start bodybuilding.

It is good to know that there are other people out here who have these desires and fantasies.  I don't feel so alone anymore.

thanks for listening,

Sarah