[Tommy Dreamer]

(Note: Before anyone here complains to the FBI to try to get me arrested for your own juvenile delight, the phrase “Pipe Bomb” refers to professional wrestler CM Punk speaking his mind at the possible expense of those who might be harmed by the truth.)

With all the recent events, defections and lies told against me, and entire ‘community’ ganging up and insulting and accusing one guy, ganging up on and bullying one person who’s been falsely accused, nobody has bothered to get my side of the story. Nobody has bothered to try to get to the truth. I’m writing this final letter as an attempt to get the truth out there. One and done, ladies and gentlemen, here comes the final pipe bomb.

I’m posting this on Amaz0ns because most of the offenders used to frequent this board… although, looking at the post counts and boards, little if anybody seems to visit anymore. But rest assured, I’m re-posting this on my Deviantart blog as well, and I know that the offenders still check my blog every day obsessively. If this post ends up being deleted from Amaz0ns, it’s proof positive that the community isn’t interested in truth, but rather just somebody to demonize, and an afterword will be added to my Deviantart account post concerning the hypocrisy of the ‘community’. Posting that you don’t agree with my viewpoint is one thing, but censorship is something entirely different. And censorship would be funny considering what certain people around here get away with posting.

To long-story-short it all, this all started in earnest with Moonwarrior, or whatever his real name is, I can’t be assed to remember. I wrote some criticism about their work and some horribly deceptive practices he tried to use to get people back on his side, and got labeled as someone hateful and ‘evil’. A friend of his offered to draw me a picture if I lay off, so as a peace offering, I even told Moonwarrior where some of his crappy FMG cat comic was being pirated (The usual suspect, Saradas. No honor among thieves. And don’t try to shame me for going over there, I see multiple people here have accounts over there.), and in return, I got more hatred and a shitty thirty-second sketch I was guaranteed would never be finished. I got played for being sympathetic, my kindness being mistaken for weakness. Hence why the two of them are to blame for the escalation in my demeanor, I wasn’t going to get burned again.

The next incident that stands out in my mind involves Chachi, or whatever he’s calling himself these days. Yes, there was talk about a possible request, and a possible collaboration. But it wasn’t after the deal fell through that I started actually reading his stories. I’ll admit I began reading the stories because I was looking for something to criticize. I had no idea, at the point, that he was actually writing something almost tantamount to kiddie porn. Bottom line is that I wasn’t the only person who thought that his work was something almost tantamount to kiddie porn, but the moderators at Deviantart thought so as well. They took his offending story down, and when he re-posted it, they took a couple of segments of it down again, and the rest have been reported. And somehow, I get blamed. News flash, Chachi. I’m not the one writing about underage girls in sexual situations written solely for fap material. I write legitimate fan-fiction and original compelling stories you can read with both hands free.

Kitsune, I can’t remember the full name, was the one who insulted me next by going as far as to draw what he thought I looked like depicted as being assaulted by my favorite fictional character. To show him just what kind of hypocrisy this was, I crudely photo-shopped his avatar being assaulted instead. Shortly after, he took the picture down, citing some cockamamie reason when having the picture up there would honestly help to prove just what a hypocrite he was, and how he was able to essentially sell out his own work to his own hatred. The joke’s on you, Kitsune. Nothing is ever really deleted on the internet.

Finally, we get to Rinji, the one behind the whole modern-day kerfuffle. Taking only one side of the argument (as did several other mediocre artists like Area Orion and the guy who draws Tetsuko) and blocking me for no other reason than being easily-influenced sheeple, not only did Rinji block me personally, which was no hair off my ass, but he blocked me from a couple of groups he’d weaseled himself onto. Normally I wouldn’t give half a shit, but right now, I’m re-releasing some old writings I did back in 2006 and 2007 as part of my ‘Vault’ series. Blocking me from these groups deprives these innocent (in the most case) people from getting a chance to check out some work that he knows is better than the long-awaited mini-requests he tried to crap out months ago. That jealousy and sheeple mentality was hurting only other club members, not myself.

So imagine my glee when I find out that Rinji was banned from Deviantart. To be proven right after all this time, after he used someone else to spam me. But the hate machine only went into overdrive. He went onto Fur Affinity letting go of a hate-laden tirade about how evil I was, once again not bothering to get both sides of the story. And, most importantly, he blamed me for his getting banned. Only to find out later, in a public letter Area Orion posted in his stead, that he was banned for a completely different offense with a completely different name. I understand that at this point, I seem like I’m rambling, so let me go ahead and make a perfectly clear point.

RINJI BLAMED ME FOR SOMETHING I DID NOT DO. I WAS PROVEN RIGHT BY HIS OWN ADMITTING. YET HE STILL REFUSES TO APOLOGIZE. THIS MAKES ME RIGHT AND HIM WRONG.

Maybe this is why Rinji’s significant other left him recently. Even people in real life can’t stand him.

I e-mailed him concerning how he owed me an apology, and he only replied with profanity and hate. I replied letting him know that I was publically posting what he said, letting people know just what kind of a hateful and embarrassed person he was. He mailed me some sort of reply, but knowing what kind of hate he spewed in the past, I knew it wasn’t the apology I deserved, so I let my spam filter file it along the infinitely more important letters from Nigerian bankers and Acai Berry pushers. I promptly blocked him, just like he blocked me, so he has no room to whine and complain on that front.

Now to find out that, after whining and complaining personally to one certain Deviantart administrator in particular, he was allowed back on. The reason for this is obvious. He’s purchased a subscription, and I’m a free user. The free market system at work, ladies and gentlemen. But if Rinji wants to use real-world money to try to hurt me over the internet because he was proven wrong, then not only has he lost, he’s fallen off of the rankings completely. He’s let his hatred for someone who was proven innocent against his accusations pervade his real life existence, and for that, he’s truly lost.

Bribery doesn’t absolve you, Rinji. I’ve never been banned from Deviantart. Because I don’t act like you. Originally, I was starting to wonder if there was a problem with me, instead of with this sick, diseased ‘community’. Praise be to Rinji and his sad, childish antics to prove me right. I made a mistake once… I thought I was wrong.

So it comes to this. I’m currently in contact with the administrator that allowed Rinji back into Deviantart for money, but after that conversation ends, it’s time to put this behind me, and your entire diseased community behind me with it.

The ‘Amaz0ns’ community mirrors what’s happened to the Mugen community over the last couple of years. Both of the major Mugen boards tout free speech and great original content, but any newcomers looking for experience and anyone who’s not a part of the big cabal running the show are constantly downgraded and insulted, their work picked apart with a scalpel and criticized for every little thing. If you start pointing out the mistakes in this community… if you start pointing out, for example, that someone scammed you and lied to you, if someone is writing underage girls in sexual situations, if someone is blatantly wrong and refuses to apologize for it, you’re the one who’s ostracized.

Over at Penn State, a sick fuck named Sandusky was recently arrested for allegedly sodomizing little boys. The ownership of Penn State, instead of reporting the guy themselves, covered the whole issue up in the name of keeping their little tight-knit community spotless in the eyes of the simple-minded public. While I’m not accusing any of you of the kind of horrors Sandusky purportedly perpetrated (even you don’t deserve that), or that my case is anywhere near as harsh as the poor victims of this national tragedy, the parallels are too similar to ignore. Blame the victim. Bully the victim.

I’m also not blaming every single, solitary person on Deviantart or on Amaz0ns of this. In fact, to this day, I’m good friends with the few of you who have been able to see through these lies and blatant bullying. I’m even on a first-name basis with several of them, and have a non-sexual ongoing RP going with someone I met through your channels. I would name names here and give them thanks but, knowing this ‘community’, they would end up getting flooded with hate.

Especially after one of you, DJ Jarak, actually swore to hack into my computer and delete my hard drive because he believed Rinji’s lies.

News flash… I don’t get online with my personal home computer. I prefer to use the safety and firewall protection of the local library. And if you hack into and fry a library computer, that’s more than just a criminal offense, it’s a federal offense. Way to leave evidence, pal. And I could have had six different people suspended from Fur Affinity for spam and hate if I hadn’t made the idiotic mistake of deleting their comments before reporting them to the administrators, believing that everything on the site was archived. My point, however, was made.

Believe they exist or not, the vast majority of you have proven just how trustworthy you are, and just how much your opinions really matter. Despite your attempts to shut me down, to shut me up, to smear my name and to flame my reputations, I’ve gotten along just fine. Regardless of what you people have tried to do, I was able to post my entire fan-fiction series, not only on time every single week, but sometimes a day before the self-imposed deadline. Unlike a majority of you people, I write for writing’s sake. I don’t write just to put fap material in this world for other people to jack off their scrawny, shriveled cocks to.

Over the course of my life, I’ve written four small, short stories that would be considered fap material. Three of them were written so I could earn a temporary free subscription to Diana the Valkyrie. The fourth one was a collaboration I regret ever doing with Saxxon, an artist who thinks he can sell his shitty fap drawings to make a living for himself, much less in this economy. Compare those four short stories, done in order to earn commissions and free work, to the 26 episodes of Extreme Bishoujo Wrestling, the 6 episodes of EBW Gaiden, and multiple other works I’ve hammered out over the years, including my impeccable E-fed career, and you’ll see what I mean.

But like I said, again, this only goes to some of the Amaz0ns community. There are some people out there dedicated to putting out quality product instead of just semen-spilling stories, and those tend to be the people intelligent enough to make their own decisions, look at both sides of the story, and end up staying in touch with me over the course of all of all this claptrap. Again, naming names would invite them to threats and harassment. But you know who you are, and my heart goes out to you.

So it’s come to this. One last nice, meaty “fuck-you” letter to a ‘community’ that never gave me a chance, and started to actively work against me the second I brought up its ills. There’s a name for a massive group of tight-knit ruffians ganging up on one person and mercilessly going at him.

It’s called bullying. And for those of you who haven’t watched the news in a few years, bullying kills.

Now before everyone here starts breaking out the box wine and stale crackers, I have no intentions of killing myself. Mostly because I know my death would make all of you very happy. Living well, I’ve always believed, is the best revenge. And I’m living very well. I’m the moderator of a couple of different groups on Deviantart myself, and a member of many more. Legitimate writing clubs, both fan-fiction and otherwise, not fap depositories that will block someone because they might have some non-fap material to post that eclipses their one-handed attempts at literature. I’ve gotten a popular fan-fiction series under my belt, and am having some success re-releasing old work from 2006 and 2007. I’ve got watchers, followers, fans, friends, I’m just fine.

My reasons for CC’ing this to Deviantart are two-fold. First, when I post this on Amaz0ns, just in case the moderators decide to hide the truth by deleting this post, they’ll be revealed for their own censorship and their own hand in this bullying. And two, I know people like Rinji, people like Chachi, people like Kitsune, people like Moonwarrior, obsessively watch my journal. I know this because what I say is often brought up in discussions and rants they post, which are then brought to my attention through ‘friends’… I wouldn’t be surprised if these were alternate names. That is why, after all, Rinji got banned in the first place.

Unlike most of you, who ban me but still obsessively check my page and read my stories because you just can’t get enough of me, I don’t go to every single one of your pages and drool over your hate. I’ve got more than enough fap material for one lifetime, thanks. On the occasion that I make a request from someone these days, it’s because they’re truly a good artist or good writer, or I truly see promise in them. Back in the past I’d make requests from some of you simply for fap material and trying to help shitty artists and writers improve ever-so-slightly. Back then it was about quantity. These days, it’s strictly quality, baby.

Of the people I’ve been on the outs with in the past, there’s only one I still check regularly because of the quality of his art. That man goes by Mangrowing on Deviantart, and my only real beef with him was that some of his earlier work, including a request he did for me long ago, was blatantly stolen from other popular artists. From what I can tell, he’s taken down all of the stolen work and his current work is original. I’ve been fooled before, but if indeed everything is original these days, bravo for him. I used to check out Lonnie Gaylor until he sold out to a d-list comic book and forgot what kind of art brought him to the dance in the first place.

To those who have made it this far, congratulations. I didn’t intend this pipe bomb to be this long. I’ll admit, I wrote it more for me than for you. This is a final record of the things the Amaz0ns community have tried to do to me. I say tried, because every single time they try, they fail. You obsessively hunt down every post I make and try to make me look like something I’m not. Hell, I only get on twice a week myself, and a lot of the time it’s to play Tetris, watch anime or share goofy internet videos, and occasionally, to get in touch with real friends.

Why? Because unlike so many of you here who get their jollies obsessing over bullying and putting down someone who sees the flaws in your system, I have a life. I have a job. I volunteer to help the less fortunate. I have friends that I see in real life. I have a real life community that I’m a part of. I’m sticking up for the Occupy movement. I’m working to help further real change in the world.

Barring some epic apology or epic fuck-up on your parts, this is going to be the biggest, best, and final pipe bomb on the subject. Because when you shut off that computer, I’m in your head. When I shut off that computer, you all disappear.

And that’s why I win.

[TC2]

So you’re WBL studios I presume? As someone who has thankfully not gotten involved with any of this, holy crap… you just wasted how much time from your life to write all of this out?

I looked at this objectively and a common recurring theme I was seeing was that you were looking for stuff to trash on. You criticized “moonwarrior’s” work which was drawn by a female by the way, and then went hunting for more work to criticize and the community jumped down your throat.

I’m not sure if you were aware, but each of those people you listed were interconnected to one another as good friends. It’s as if someone went up to your friend and said, man you are an incompetent idiot and waste of life. If you wouldn’t jump up to the defense of your friends well… these folks would, it’s the internet.

The fact that you felt the need to “win” is just sad, it’s the damn internet, there is no victory to be had here. If anything you getting this upset makes you seem that you were very hurt by the fact that the community ostracized you. My word of advice to you is simply this,

It’s not worth it and just move on. This is me speaking from someone who has read both sides of the story and doesn’t really care about the details involved. If you started off criticizing work, you were asking for trouble, at the same time though YES it is unfair for the community to have ganged up on you for voicing your opinion.

Without any evidence of how you worded your critiques there’s tactful ways to disclose things and then there’s obnoxious ways, I don’t know which one you did but clearly you offended some people. I know there are certain biases in the community and most of the members here will jump up to the defense of any female member of the community, even if they’re wrong.

Yeah, it’s bullsh** but you either leave it alone or risk getting yourself bullied by unfair double standards. Well, you criticized a female member of the community and it does not surprise me that they swooped on you like vultures to a dead carcass. Is it fair? No, is it what happens? Yes.

The bottom line of all this is, no one cares. You wrote a huge tirade on here and DA, but what is it going to accomplish? Is it going to ‘open the eyes’ of the community? Is it going to give you vindication and paint you as the ‘good guy’? Is it going to reveal other community members to be evil twats?

No, it’s just going to sit in a forum where it’s going to lay down and die because people couldn’t get along with one another. My solution? Everyone should just leave everyone else the f*** alone and move on.

[FlakBait]

I have no idea who you are (only that you haven’t posted here in over 2 years) or what you’re rambling about nor do I care. The Announcements section of the forum is for items that affect all Amaz0ns members in regards to forum changes or operations only. This thread has been moved to the only place here that I can figure it belongs. If you are going to use excessive pointless profanity please tag your topic as NSFW.

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