[Myopic Wonder]

This has always been a troubled area for me. No matter how much the relationship means to me, I've always felt the need to keep my keen interest in growth and busty Amazons to myself. The first time I admitted them, there was a deep level of misunderstanding between me and the wonderful lady I was dating at the time. She took my interest in growth as a sign that I was unhappy with the way she looked now, and that I didn't consider her attractive. This was far from the truth; I thought she was the most beautiful woman I knew. No matter how I tried to convince her of that fact, I think she always carried a kernal of doubt thanks to my honesty. So over the course of many more relationships I kept it a very close secret.

Before the girl I'm dating now, the closest I came to admitting it was to a girl I dated for a while who loved the classic American Gladiators and had idle fantasies of being a Gladiator herself. Needless to say, I always did my very best to encourage her down that path.  😉

The very last time I admitted it was to the girl I'm currently seeing. As we lay cuddling one night, she was determined to find out what exactly turned me on. I naturally hemmed and hawed about answering her, but through persistence she finally wore me down and I started to explain it to her.

This was probably the first time the explanation went well. She asked detailed questions, determined to know more about it. I explained it to her as best I could, using cultural references like American Gladiators and She-Hulk to illustrate what I was talking about. She seemed very understanding about it, and took it all in stride. A couple weeks later, we were in the theatre watching Pirates of the Caribbean 3 and watching the scene where Naomie Harris is released from her curse and grows out of the ropes that bind her and larger than the ship she stands on. She squeezed my hand and turned to whisper, "Something like that, huh?" with a smile on her face.

"Something like that," I whispered back.

Months later, we split up. It was half a year before we'd seen or talked to each other, but eventually we started talking. At first, we spent time together just as friends, but after a while we started talking about our mutual frustrations that stemmed from being single. The next admission was one that took me by surprise.

She told me that after we had broken up, she started thinking more and more about muscle growth, and that slowly the idea of being big and strong had tied itself into what turned her on. So I introduced her to many of the fine artists that post both here and on DeviantArt. She's definitely a huge fan of Jebriodo's (Jed Dougherty) brawny but curvaceous ladies, and ScottG's renderings of his Jane character are what she points to and says "I definitely wouldn't mind being her." Now she gets a thrill out of calling me and telling me about her latest workouts, trying to excite me by telling me about how hard she's pushed herself and what sort of results she wants to reach.

Looking back, I'm exceptionally glad that she coaxed the truth out of me, and I'm glad I could help her discover her own enjoyment of FMG. I'm very glad that I found this sort of rapport with what has become the most serious relationship I've ever been in.  ;D

[Myopic Wonder]

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