[Lu]

I'm actually quite afraid to write anything on this…

However.. I wanted to say something. Wether I will be badly recieved is upto you…

Seems like most of you were getting youir knickers in a twist about next to nothing.
Strawberry wasn't TRYING to bully anyone and she never was, I gave her an example of what some idiot had said to me and she just used it in context.
I don't believe she does try to insult people.
Hell, I know I've seriously insulted people in the past without meaning to at all, and I never even realised I did it :/

I understand that people act and speak differently than other people and they don't always say what you want to hear.
It doesn't make them a bad person.
I mean hell, who's perfect?

I think the board has gained an experience from this discussion because it goes much deeper than usual.

Strawberry, if you bother to read these words of someone you clearly don't care about, you seem very concerned about the guys here. Okay fair enough they bothered you, but you said yourself you don't care, so if you honestly don't… why does it seem like you're so bothered about it?
I think one thing that puts people off speaking to you is that you always come out as defensive, even when the person was just saying… I mean, you always seem to try very hard to justify yourself.. It just seems strange to me.

And also, how Panda said about feeling sorry for women getting pestered by juvinile boys?
Funny, the only person I've seen complain is Strawberry. Cause it sure as hell hasn't happened to me.

[Lu]

It started off so calm, but ended in murder. The casual disregard for the guy she just killed seem oddly out of place when compared to the proceeding pages. In layman’s terms it seems unjustified. The drugs effect, if that’s what drove the behavior, seemed very uneven, like a "Dr. Jekyll Mr. Hyde" story.

She's very erratic sometimes and often has quite a disregard for people. Quite an impulsive character..

[Lu]

*collapses* lol

I have a big imagination I guess XD
I dunno. I hate having 'hollow' characters.

[Lu]

That's a good idea o.O I was wondering the same thing, actually.

I pondered making one, but I had made a club and couldn't handle it. So… if someone made one I'd be a regular XD;

[Lu]

That's the problem I don't see that.
This is what I see; http://img259.imageshack.us/img259/9949/amazonsscreeny6rh.jpg

[Lu]

I'd like to hear some more background about the character, understand her motivations for playing the field and for bulking up. Is she just looking for a thrill, or is this more afoot?

*deep breath* Right. To get why this happened, you have to know what happened to Lu… it's a long story… so are you sitting comfortably?

You have to understand Lu was born as a boy, NO sex change operations, Lu can change gender whenever he/she pleases. But NO, it's never in-between.
So basically Lu was born ilagitimately to a Beast-DeathBringer (I just call 'em beasts. It's easier) but the father was a regular DeathBringer. These two races of the same people were at war because the Beasts were into genetic engineering and mutagenic enhancements, and the DBs hated all that and blah blah blah there was a lot of fighting. Their home planet had died because these people live off 'life-force', basically the essence of all living things. They killed their own planet.

So anyway the DBs took to living on huge space ships and space station colonies. The Beasts invaded remote desolate planets and took over, making their own colonies.
SO. When Lu was born, this hate war was still going on, but you see some Beasts were neutral, and Lu's 'mother' was neutral. Basically Lu hadto be given up to the research facility on that colony because otherwise he and his Mum would have been killed.

So Lu grew up in a medical research facility being tested on and studied… why? Because he's a hybrid. And for some reason the hybrids have this wonderful medium between the two races and are quite indestructable.
When Lu was about 15, he decided to try his luck and escape. On the way out he found that he had a half-brother who was also a hybrid, he had the same father. His name was Aiden. However he was so badly damaged he couldn't escape and sacrificed himself so Lu could.
Lu was found by his father, who he didn't know, who was by then the captain of a certain ship where a colony of DeathBringers lived. His memory was wiped, so hopefully he would never remember what happened. And, looking enough like a DB, he lived there.
Lu was pretty much comfortable with his life and didn't stay on the ship for a long time, and traveled around doing odd jobs and the like. But he'd usually return to the ship eventually.

However, with being away and such he began to learn that he wasn't completely DeathBringer, and wondered why he was slightly different than the others. This wondering lead to his memory coming back to him, even though it was never fully restored, he did have a good idea what happened to him.
So this lead him to begin to hate himself because he was neither Beast nor DeathBringer, but somewhere in the middle. Because he wanted to be one or the other he began trying to replicate the mutagen used to change them into Beasts in the first place. (By this time he had also figured out a serum with which to change gender)
However in the search for the mutagen he could only replicate a certain strain of it, the muscle mutagen. The other attributes which for exaple increased stamina, senses, regeneration rates etc. were at a loss to him because he couldn't figure out how to replicate them. But that was okay, because he was already genetically enhanced with being a hybrid anyway.

He wanted to use the muscle mutagen because he was afraid, scarred by his history, and sure if anyone tried to hurt him again, it wouldn't happen.

So there you go x_X Lu's life history XD;

Do remember, all this stuff is (c) to me :O

[Lu]

Damn internet, I had a good post going there >_< well here we go again XD

I have noticed that when people tend to say 'no offence', the person on the recieving end has already been ofended.
Like someone called me an attention whore, and then said no offence? It kind of defeats the object.
Though I see what you mean, the truth can hurt, but honestly I think it's the person's own fault for letting themselves be deluded.

Muffin? Honestly, I am ^^; but as I said it's not all fat. o.O

And Straub, I look like this http://img259.imageshack.us/img259/3684/megardensml2jd.jpg

And on the subject of braun vs. brains, maybe that's why people like the She-Hulk? XD
But seriously some of the things that people say…. it's like… they think someone can't be ripped AND articulate…

[Lu]

I'm fat. Ayup. About 250 I think? o_O I'm not good with pounds, I'm not american XD Heh, and no I'm not ashamed or shit, cause I'm a confident person.

I'm not just fat though, I have a stocky build (broad shoulders and broad hips) even though I'm only 5'4''.. and I seem to supprise people with how strong I actually am XD I do have decent muscles, you just can't see them XD

Oh and Straub? It's cause I like fat women too. 😀

[Lu]

*shrug* REALLY well hung guy maybe?  😀 lol

[Lu]

Uhhh more than likely not.

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