[The_Pimp_NeonBlack]

PIMP: I recognize that you are much more experienced in this than I am. What I meant was that if I am going to be in a situation where I could get killed, things like, say, bees are less of a bother. If you still disagree with me, then I will ask you to elaborate because to me, it’s counter-intuitive to think that comparatively trivial fears will be worsened.

Example:
I's have, or as it would be had, a dear friend, an Englishman by the name of Renolds, who dedicated his life to 'Serving Queen & Country". With tours in Northern Ireland, The Faukland Islands and Balkans to name but few places. He also suffers terrible arachnaphobia -even the smallest spider would send him into the largest panic.
Now, when off duty, he could control his fears -how ever great and ilrational- but when he was on active duty, he could not control them because of the situations he was involved in.
Case-in-point: Once when Renolds was stationed in Belfast, he was called to help defuse an IRA bomb that was found in a factory. Because of the state of surpressed panic he was feeling at the time, his arachnaphobia flared as he was cutting the casing from off the bomb adn his hand brushed a spider's web. It was told that he screamed like a banshee and ran from the building, making all his comrades fear that he had somehow set off the bomb, so they all ran for their lives.
Renolds also gave similar examples of when he was fighting in the Faulkland war and a spider landed on his hand whilst he was out on patrol. Same as when he was in the Balkans.
Because he was in a state of heightened awareness and the fact he was repressing the constant fear of injury from enemies seen and unseen, he other fears would creep upon him because they were such a part of his midn and feed upon all fears and phobias repressed.

Each of our experiences in such situations shall differ but do not think yourself invincible or infalible.
We all fear and suffer from our fears, how we handle them may be different but the results and feelings are all but the same.

To leave you with a personal experience:
There is very little in the World, save a few things, that I's do fear but in 1994, whilst I's was working in the then country of Yugoslavia as a bodyguard to an arrogent NATO envoy, I's had a painful reminder what I's most fear and loath in all existence.
That is to be utterly powerless whilst those around I suffer. This Fear is the constant hum of my's being and the motivator for almost every action that I's do. This fear almost drove I mad the entirity of my's day in the Balkan states (as well as other places for and since).
This was none so more marked unto I during the 2nd week of my's stay, I's was in a crowd that was peppered by sniper fire. My employer was shot through the head and was killed instantly, while I's received a wound to my's left thigh, rendering I temporarily immobile. Though I's was filled with a rage.
One that grew stronger as I's realised that the sniper had begun targeting other people as I's was left unable to help.
This rage breed through to fear -one that I's had never felt before or possibly since. A fear that all those people would suffer and die because I's was powerless to do anything. Because if I's moved, I's would either bleed out or be shot again and thus everyone else would suffer more.
I's used both this Rage and this Fear to drive my's weakened flesh forward and gather unto I those who had fallen and lived and guide those yet unhurt to safety. Until the sniper was rendered out of existence by the UN forces stationed there.
I's was lucky that day and I's thank all the Gods of my ancestors for that Fate.
But still, I's felt the Fear and it consumed I but I's bettered it.

So, you see, Fear is the dominant of all existence.
Just how we use it shapes us.
So, speak your words to I only after you have stepped within War Zone and seen the horrors there in.
Then speak your fears and tell I if you are any different than others who have come before.

Dwell well on these words.

Peace
The Pimp NeonBlack

[The_Pimp_NeonBlack]

Ahh, good to have this story again.  A very good one.  Any chance we'll see more of your old stories on this blog?

Unofrtunately, dear Amazon Lover, that would sadly be impossible.
All of my's original stories have either become lost or corrupted in version translation (from Apple to PC and so forth).
The recent tales –A Most Helpful Student and Novus Machina– are already here, so it is unwarranted to post them twice.
And you are still owed a tale, dear friend. It would have been finished an age if not other things stealing time away.
It would be finished during my's next journey (to Iraq in the next few weeks) but the U.S. Authorities will not allow I the tranportation of my's laptop or other such devices into the country.
Though, it shall be written, with other soon.
Peace
The Pimp NeonBlack

[The_Pimp_NeonBlack]

Umm, you said "he above four rules must be followed and will be strictly enforced." yet I only count three above there, did you forget to post one of the rules?

No.
Merely an error common when only one eye properly works and your fingers tend to have a conciousness of their own. Also copied that post from a post made by KissTheManiac and some of the original template were left unaltered and unchecked.
This shall be ammended.
Thank you.
Peace
The Pimp NeonBlack

[The_Pimp_NeonBlack]

KULLI: I agree about the "barmaid build."
I can't speak for others, but when I say "no offense," I mean "Look, this is going to sound mean, but it needs to be said because you need to address and fix this problem. Don't get hung up on being prideful, just take the truth for what it is: the truth." So, if I were to say that you were a whore, then the conversation would have to lend itself to the idea that it's dangerous to you or that you are insulted without knowing why:
you: "I don't know why people make fun of me for being a slut."
me: "No offense, Kulli, but you are kind of a whore. (insert examples)."
OR
me: "I'm worried about your health."
you: "Why?"
me: "No offense, but you're kind of a whore. (insert reasons why it's dangerous)."

I don't know if EVERYONE thinks this way, or if they just use "no offense" as a term which means "I will insult you a lot now."

Be mindful of your words, Child, or things shall not bode well for you or others here.

[The_Pimp_NeonBlack]

I told myself "If you're going into a freakin' war, then (insert fear here) is nothing."

The Pimp must disagree with you, dear Child.
In War, that (insert fear here) is so much greater.

As for the subject: it is believed that Iczerman and the artist Lonnie have done Danger Girl art in the past.
Best to consult with them and see if any can be posted.

Peace
The Pimp NeonBlack

[The_Pimp_NeonBlack]

Where could I find it?

Via the link above, dear Thomas.

[The_Pimp_NeonBlack]

HA HA HA!!!
'Tis good indeed to have you back, dear Ashlee-chan.
Please, make your presence better known here and post more. You always bring a bright edge to what you do.
Thank you.
Peace
The Pimp Neonblack

[The_Pimp_NeonBlack]

Is  there a group on deviantart for female muscle? and if not would someone create one?

AND
Could you upload some of wreck's pics to it?

There would not be unless a photographer posted their own work in the gallery.
Deviant Art is said to coem down harshly on people who post copyrighted material without the expressed permission fo the own.

And thus is why you could not post any work by Wreck Shop unless he himself posted them.

Hope this clears things up.

Peace
The Pimp NeonBlack

[The_Pimp_NeonBlack]

Update: Added a guideline Lingster wants us to outline.

Noted.
Updates shall be made soon.
Peace
The Pimp NeonBlack

[The_Pimp_NeonBlack]

The answer is simple:
Divide the story and post it in as many sections as is warrented but all within the same thread.
Hope this doth help.
Peace
The Pimp NeonBlack

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